he recieved his wings & halo

ATLANTIC CITY - Dafiq Rasheed, 19, who ran as a City Council candidate in the city's June democratic primary, has died.

His father, Dennis White, and one of his aunt's said Rasheed was attending a pool party at a friend's house Saturday when he died. His aunt, who answered the phone at Rasheed's mother's house, said the pool party was at a private home in Galloway Township. She said the cause of death was not immediately known, but he was reportedly under water for some time. She said the family is awaiting results of an autopsy.

White said his son, a politically active young man since his days at Atlantic City High School and now as a student at Rutgers University, was a good person.

"He was an inspiration to a lot of young people," White said.

Councilman Marty Small, who was Rasheed's running mate, said he learned of Rasheed's death at about 10 p.m. Saturday. He then went to AtlantiCare Regional Medical Center, mainland division, where he saw Rasheed's lifeless body.

"It hurts," Small said. "Here's a kid, 19 years old. He had a future in anything he wanted and he's gone." Small said he last spoke to Rasheed on Friday and the two spoke about Rasheed's interest in working for a law firm.

"It's sad. I always had a great relationship with Dafiq," Small said.



wow. when i first heard about it, i refused to believe it. not again, not him. not now. even when people were telling the the story as to who what when where why how, i still didn't believe it. until i woke up this morning. its sooooo crazy how you can look into someone's face one day and realize the next that they have left this earth to live with the angels. im so numb right now that its ridiculous but everytime i look at his picture i go into tears. i just wish it was never like this. it reminds me of cory and how his sister felt and all the stuff that she went through after his death and to hope and pray his brother doesn't do the same thing. idk man i just don't know.

Rest In Peace Dafiq Rasheed.

party; hoes; harijuku barbie; & mickey d's

party;okay sooo yesterday was when ACHS class of '09 graduated and this guy from this local group called "captains of bread" named COTA threw a party. it was fun besides the fact that it was in this tennis court they made into a hall and everyone kept tripping over cords and shit lol. okay they kept replaying the same songs over and over like do something with your life before i kill the dj.

hoes;OMFG! i NEVER saw girls EVER dress as disgusting as i saw last night! EWAAAA! like all types of booty shorts in they ass crack like underwear about to give them yeast infections like gosh Vagisil on DECK! lmfao. one girl came in there with nothing but a shirt and a belt & shoes. mind you the shirt aint even cover the bottom of her ass cheeks and she had the nerve to bend over and show her thong to the whole party. they had ass shaking contest and the contestants aint have no ass! LMFAO. girls had on these skirts from h&m that are really short and you should wear some type of shorts under em and they was shaking they ass in front of the freaking security! like security is how old now? statatoury rape perhaps? there was all types of actually dry sex going on. ugh so nasty.

nicki minaj the harijuku barbie;

yes she did show up and she does look like the pictures. she's very pretty and has a nice frame. smaller than i thought she'd be though. idk what i thought i'd see. but really i ain't think she'd really come. whatever. she is a very animated performer. yes she does talk how she does on the songs and its kinda weird. well she basically did a verse from every song she thought we knew but the girl ain't come til like 2. lol. she was giving away her mixtape "beam me up scotty" to anyone she thought was a "bad bitch" lol hilarious. then she had 2 girls come on stage and shake they ass for a cd but she ended up giving them both the cd. okay so she is performing and out of nowhere these girls start fighting over who knows what. security separate them. show goes on. as SOO as Nicki Minaj was done performing and left the area. ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE! i can't even tell ya what happened because all i saw was ppl running and my bff brother is a party promoter and he automatically pulled us onto the stage until all of the commotion died down. i wanna know how the hell the police got there so fast? lol okay so i was escorted to my ride and left.

McDonalds; okay so we jerry, mykhel, and i go to MD and we in there jerry like umm i think thats a guy from a band. and im sitting here like what band? names all these bands. so i guess he goes over there and asks him and he says he's in Good Charolette. so jerry comes back to us and tells us who he is i was like forreal? and he's like nicole richie is with him too. im like no its not her. and then soon as they get up to leave im like "THAT IS HER!" lol i was shocked she is sooooo damn tiny. like a lil kid but she was very pregnant. jerry asked for a picture but joel was like "we just wanna go home" and i could respect that because i wanted to go home to and they are only human. plus it was like 3am. lol


okay so now my feet hurt ughh!

micheal jackson dies 1958-2009

He collapsed at his residence in the Holmby Hills section of Los Angeles, California, about noon Pacific time, suffering cardiac arrest, according to brother Randy Jackson. He died at UCLA Medical Center.



damn shame. but his heart literally stopped, guess he fulfilled his destiny! people should be sad but at the same time, his music is still well alive. and he also did everything anyone ever wanted and wants to do. he lived everyone's dreams and it was just his time to go.
RIP Micheal Jackson

my favorite song & video. bro&sis they killed this

you're a jerk; unanswered questions

today; i am in one of those moods; yes those. like kid cudi said "excuse me mood". anyways... idk i was just editing my myspace and there's the section that says "who i'd like to meet" yes that section. and it made me think. now my answer for that section was "my EQUAL in all aspects of LIFE". now i know i won't find that until i get out of this slump called AC, but i know its out there. until then, i just have to deal with the bull. but i just always had so many questions to ask males, but they never seem to have an answer to em.

1. why do boys start to act crazy in the summertime, and in the winter wanna be all hugged up one girl?
2. why can boys be open with their sexuality or be promiscuous, yet when i girl knows what she wants sexually, she's labeled as a "whore"?
3. why do when boys get broken up with by a female, they have to bash her name into the ground claming "she was a hoe anyways" just because their feelings got crushed?
4. what ever happened to boys being courteous?
5. why do boys call every female they don't know and some they do know a bitch?
6. why can't boys stay faithful?
7. if a boys just wants to have sex with a girl, why does he have to tell her sweet nothing and get her feelings involved, instead of just telling her all he wants to do is fuck?
8. why do males think they have to lie to females?
9. if you know you're gonna cheat, why not break up with the girl you're with already?
10. why do boys leave the one thats doing everything they ever need for someone that does less than half?
11. why do niggas use the excuse "im not ready yet" when they can easily make up in their mind that they are?
12. why do boys never realize what a good female they have until she is gone and with another male?
13. what is the real definition of a man whore, and do most males consider themselves on?
14. why isn't it okay for a male to be a virgin?
15. why do niggas try to pressure one girl into sex when there are girls who just want it no pressure needed?
16. why can't boys live without sex?
17. why is it okay for boys to smoke, drink, and party, yet they expect their girl to stay in the house.

there are sooo many questions that come to mind, i'll be editing this blog because this is something that is everlastingly developing...

why white kids need beatings !

okay so the boy's mom canceled his world of warcraft account and now the boy just starts going crazy, now if he was black NONE of this would've happened. check how dude comes in there with clothes on and leave without sudden notice with some drawers on! lol priceless





there are no words to explain about this lil boy here! OMG!

i think i've met one of you before;

ahhhh... had so much fun yesterday. went to the mall with the girls & had a ball. we were supposed to go to this get together, but ended up staying at sha-ree's house. ugh i saw the bitch ass nigga like more than planned. i planned on not seeing him for as long as i could but i ended up seeing him over 3 times in one week. i don't see what the hype is about him. he's a liar, and he's lies about lying! ugh! he's worth no ones time and i don't even know why i gave him any of mines. he's so fake, but luckily the 4th time i saw his ass i had my oldie but goodie joint with me & we paid him no mind because is he worth it? HELL NO! lol my oldie but goodie, idk about him sometimes. i've been trying with him off and on since my sophomore year! like wtf and he seems to be one of those shy players but he's seeming to come out of it. idk how this will work out, but for now im going to have fun



my theory on summer '09: im not gonna give a FUCK about anybody that doesn't care about me. im not gonna try to keep niggas down, you wanna leave? GO, NEXT in line! im basically a senior and all the niggas here, i know everything about them because they are all cut from the same cloth Atlantic City! i need a breath of fresh air. something exciting and i've come to the conclusion that im not gonna fins that until im a student at Howard University fall of 2010! right now, it's all about me. ME ME ME! might sound self centered, but no one is going to care about my feelings more than me. sorry to say.

hair, horoscopes, & him

first let me start off with the fact that i AM cutting my hair this summer & i DO NOT care what people think about it because it's my hair and they are going to end up copying it anyways. this is the basic haircut i want, but im going to put my own lil spin on it. don't make any judgements until you see it on my head.







todays horoscope for an aries [ME]: Having fun is good for the heart and soul, but even the most enjoyable experiences can become boring if you lose your sense of purpose. The pleasant times are not over, even if it feels that way today. It's just that you have been through a growth spurt and now you need to pull back and take stock of what you learned so you can make the most of your recent lessons.


hmmm this is sooo true. lately i have been learning valuable lessons about my life and the people involved in it. ughh girls are so freakin stupid i don't understand the point of holding a grudge. if you don't like me, don't pay me any mind. that's how i deal with people i don't care for its actually very easy and better for your own soul. hating only makes the ugliness from inside show through your attitude. and you need to get it in check. schools over for me tomorrow and im so ready for summer and to be happy with the people im around. i love my closest because they always keep a smile on my face, i never wanna leave them ♥






ahhh the male species. as much as you wanna put them in the box as "all niggas are the same" you know that's a lie. the truth is everyboy has bullshit, but the bullshit varies. i hate when girls look for the perfect boy or think they have one. at this age, no nigga is gonna be with a girl without doing something to eff it up like look at other girls, flirt a lil too much, or even cheat. like i said every male brings bullshit, females just need to decide which bullshit they are willing to put up with. honestly i can't deal with any of it and maybe that's why im single. ughh i really don't understand it. im not the type of person to try the same type of male twice no wonder i know too much. i've dealt with the wanna be bad boy, musician, jock, shy one, oldhead, and a bitchass. ugh and the bitchass is what is getting under my skin. how you gonna tell me big sister's bf a lie about me and don't think imm find out? then when i go in on ya ass you wanna lie and say you was talking about somebody else? ughh! i don't get boys, they swear females were born yesterday. then today i find out he trying to talk to one of my friends? oh this is the bullshit im talking about. niggas this young ain't worred about getting a girlfriend they gonna care for forever, they want that piece of ass and if you ain't giving it up they on to the next. especially this time of year. SUMMER! niggas get so slick when that sun touch the skin and these girls start wearing less and less clothing. well since niggas turn into plyers when the sun stops playing hide and seek, imma be on my player status, with my own type of bullshit that these niggas can experience. betcha like 300 niggas will be in line when im on my shit.

FEEL THE WRATH NIGGAS!

hair washed, game on, blogging...

okay so its almost 10pm and right about now im sitting here watching game 3 between lakers & magic. honestly i don't like neither one of these teams, i was with the cavaliers. but since they're out i guess imma go with magic. seems as that too many people wanna be on the lakers team only when they made it to the finals. ughh! whatever. anyways i just washed my hair and i waiting for my mother to come upstairs and do something with it for me because i desperately need it. tomorrow is thursday and im goin to 6flags with the band! i ♥ them! well mot of em anyways. this past weekend i had so much fun with my sister diamond! ughh it was great. got to see my new boo at the time. lol im such a player. but i might wife this one right here, depending on if he acting right. went to a party, had hella fun even though it was too damn hot! lol but anyways....be back later with another blog when ever i feel like it. i'll probably start working in the next 2 weeks. thank god for the job ughh! idk how many days are left in school and nor do i care; because soon as finals are over, IM OUT! 1 more year class of 2010! =]


mwuahhhhhhhh! ♥

aye ya ya !

prom!

so prom was exactly a week ago and i had so much fun. it was at the carriage house and it was absolutely beautiful. i love my friends.



besides that:

this week has been quick. i celebrated my sister's birthday on friday. revealed a males true colors. healed some emotional wounds. now im working on something new ha ha. i call em mr egoso. but thats all you need to know about him... everything else will come out in due time. in the meantime i have homework to do, and i am watching law & order: svu. maybe i'll converse with mr egoso til 1 am like i did last night. ttyl! SMOOCHESSSSSSSSSSSS ♥