too DAY!

RAWR! i've been so freaking busy lately i think im going CRAZY! i have no time to do anything because my job just loves giving me the late shift. then i have band practice AND glam vixen business to handle. i find myself having the energy after an 8 hour shift going out with my friends. i have no time to go spend the money i took so much time to ear ughh. but whatever i have no choice unless i wanna unemployed. okay so the boy i've been talking about in my past blog we still talk and its weird because never a day inmy life have i ever htough we would ever be likke this. i guess the best things come unexpected. okay sooo i guess we were going to make it official like thi smorning but i don't wanna rush it and he thinks today's dat is ugly lmfaoo random i know. but im not pressurng it. im tired of the bull so whatever happens, happens. i love my REAL FRIENDS so much, because even though my life is soooo busy, they manage to never change up on me or get mad at the fact that my life is like this at the moment. it hasn't hit me yet that im actually a senior and this time next year im going to be a graduate of high school and getting ready to attend college. ttyl work at 2.

mwuahhhhhhhh!

...♥

quick post =p

-- no work today
-- watched an episode of maury with the wild teenage girls
-- talked to biggumz throughout the day
-- ate junkfood
-- watched sister, sister
-- took a catnap
-- woke up & mom decides she wants to go to the movies to see transformers
-- she made dinner; clam chowder
-- going to eat
-- he was getting dreads, now he's not

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girl ♥'s boy DRAMA

last night/ this morning was VERY eventful. okay let's make it simple girl&boy go out. boy liked me before he even met girl. boy still likes me even though he's with girl. he never cheats on girl. they break up and boy starts to pursue me. boy, friends, and i go to the boardwalk. girl is there. i am there with boy. can you say DRAMA! first someone tells me that the girl was calling me a bitch, idc no hair off my head, plus its understandable after girl & boy break up. she says nothing to me, expected. her sister says something to me just being fake when she called me a bitch too. whatever. i kill em with kindness that's just me. imma sweetheart, i don't fuss over dumb stuff. girl & her friends just looking at me probably talking about me who cares, they were never my friends any how. boy's on me in front of girl. girl is all emotional. idk man i know that she's sad but she can't get mad at me for something i had no control over. im not gonna call her a bitch or anything like that cuz that's not my character and i don't think she's a bitch. she's just heartbroken. but the only thing is girl can't get mad at me for this. i didn't make them break up. i didn't tell boy to break up with her. i did the complete opposite. but whatever. boys will be boys and girls just have to deal.

time management. grrr.

one reason i haven't been blogging is the TIME & ENERGY it takes. i just started working last tuesday and i already have over 50hrs in that muh fucka! lol like c'mon man i hardly have time to do chores and ish let along blog. im trying to make that mulah baby! =] anywho whats up with me. WORK i love my coworkers, they keep me awake with all they damn spanish when i wanna fall the fuck over from standing up for 8 hours. lol. i just got 2 days off this week and the first one i spent at church and the second on i spent at the pool and at sha-ree's aunt's house. fun fun fun. except the 1st pool we were supposed to go to had all types of algae and diseases from it not being clean in it. lol bugs and ish.

got this dude in my life that i've known for years and i've NEVER even though about looking at him in any type of way. but lately he's been showing his interest and shedding those old layers from back in the day i knew of and showing the more mature him. the thing is he actually knows when my birthday is right off the dome and actually rubbed my feet. scary? i know. lol and we've only been friends. i just hope he's gonna keep it real because that's all i want. he's such a play fiend and i need to see his serious side a lil more. he's a mess and he knows it lol. we don't even talk officially we're just feeling each other out i guess. whatever im cool with that. its summer time for fun. plus im going to be a senior so its nooooo pressure. none at all. because whatever needs to happen will be.

i miss dafiq's updates on facebook. <3


burger king food rocks i just don't wanna get fat as hell so imma need to get this off some type of way. eating all them damn milkshakes and oreos. lol =p

okay its late i have work tomorrow at 2 so i'll blog the next time i have a chance.